Are you crawling through my dreams?

I lovelovelove the way Evan chose to portray HABIT like the acting he does is so good . The twitches and the way he holds himself omg like you can physically tell when he's in character its so good. And the voice acting? 10/10 the tone is so so good he sounds SO different than just Evan and it's such a perfect sound for the character he's portraying. Vinny and Jeff had good acting too, sometimes Vinny's tone had me a little unconvinced but his emotion was still so good. Jeff as well had to act out those torture scenes which couldn't have been easy to make look good. And I love the blood solution they chose, I can't remember a scene in the series where I felt that it looked fake enough to disturb my focus. Sometimes other series have a blood solution that looks watery, or it's the wrong color, but you can't go wrong with Hershey's strawberry syrup.

LITERALLY HOW DOES FAIRMOUNT WORK!!!1/?? MINING TOWN FOUR???IS THIS ANHTHING???i literally cannot understand how this works and ive watched so many of the videos multiple times. There's also those, like, two hour long recordings that apparently are relevant but i have no idea what theyre about and i cannot summon the energy or courage to pull through that. I get it might help but ngl with how the rest of the series is itll probably just be more confusing and overall distressing . I listened to a little bit of one and...Vinny talking to his grandma? christmas? i cannot even begin to imagine when this takes place chronologically OR dimensionally. Its not Vinny Everyman from the OG EMH timeline, right? it cant be theres no way . i dont even understand .

I just wanted to share my laptop background because I'm rather proud and also ashamed of it. I have used this laptop multiple times in the company of others and at my local public library. Whatever. Haven't actually had time to watch EMH OR play Resident Evil, which is honestly just sick and twisted. I've gotten to the point where it's difficult to consume EMH videos because I'm so excited I get like. scared . does anyone understand.

THEY MAKE ME SO SAD BRO WHY DO THEY JUST SUFFER OH MY GOD . I LITERALLY CANT . THE SERIES BRINGS ME SO MUCH JOY BUT THEY ARE SO TRAGIC . I KNOW THE SERIES IS ABOUT HOPELESSNESS BUT ITS ALSO A COMMENTARY ON HOPE . AUFGHHHFEFJR9IEWFWEIFWEFBW THEYRE SO FLAWED AND HUMAN AND I LOVE THEM AND THEY LOVED EACH OTHER AND IT DID NOT SAVE THEM. FUCKING WGATEVER BRO

I forgot how upsetting this game is. I didn't play it again or anything I just looked at my Pinterest board and got war flashbacks. That used to be my main interest but the fandom is small and the game is short so I ran out of content and interest pretty fast, maybe like 4-6 months? Idk it really just depends on the amount of new content I can find. Rody and Vincent are such fascinating characters, their duality is perfect for some very odd relationships and interactions. They're both pretty fucked. It's great man. Once again very tragic, though in a much more fun and lighthearted package than EMH. I think. I love these two characters to death but wow are they bad for each other. well i mean. with the games endings being the way they are. they fucking died. SO sad. I hate that Vince is such a freak but it makes him so interesting. I want to poke at him under a microscope perhaps.

Can't even listen to Past Lives anymore. It's not a sad song but the ONE time they used it and now it's ruined. Makes me so upset bro. I've been trying to understand some of the timelines and. man. it's not really working. I kinda forgot about the Fairmount...thing, because thinking about Iteration theory makes me really confused and also sad. I refuse to try and piece the timelines together via the wiki, that feels untrue somehow, but also. The videos make no goddamn sense. Don't even get me started on the ARG and the crossovers. Also what was that one video where they were in the dark for three days and then Jeff got eaten? What in the fuck was that? I found it after my inital watchthrough because I think I missed it...but I have no goddamn clue what video it was. I'll have to go back and find it again.