Man I love having friends . I hope I don't develop a weird half-crush on any of them that would make me feel awkward about interacting with them . wouldn't that suck ....especially if they were a lot older than me ... :/ Apparently changing everything about myself my habits and my life. again. Will I succeed? It's best to say that I will regardless of what happens. Wish me luck. I'm tired of stagnance. I want to update my reading log but the only thing I've been reading is FANFICTION. sorry literature enjoyers I'm stuck on ao3 I worry that I don't reach out enough. Even just on Neocities, where the "social" culture is much less direct than other platforms, I feel self-conscious when people reach out first every time and all I ever do is reply. It makes me feel like I'm not giving enough in return. Please know that I love it every time anyone ever comments on my guestbook or comments on my profile. I'm just anxious.